Tuesday, December 21, 2004

holidays!

oo holidays are coming... so many things to do and I'm so broke at the moment. Have a feeling next year will be very challenging for me. Seems like a lot of things to learn.

Feel rather low self esteem lately. I dont quite know if its because I'm not believing in myself or something else. Maybe its the middle child symdrome - u're neither here nor there, always a little inferior than your siblings... and this extends to every where else outside.
Strange. Its like this constant struggle to survive, and yet at the same time its not because I'm not alone in this.

Random thoughts... been so busy working I havent had much time for myself... just sitting here typing on my comp on broadband is such a luxury.

^_^. Looking foward to getting nice cute stuff from the states!!!
When will my opportunity come to go to Florida, USA??????? WHEN?????
Must save money next year... right after I clear my debts n save up for ipod...lol...

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