no more

Sec sch fren

I bumped into my secondary school friend at Tampines Mall on wednesday evening. Was there to meet my godpa to hang out (of course, everytime I meet him its like for me to talk and talk and hopefull get counseled. hah).

This guy is one "tough" perenakan chinese. In fact, almost the whole school of my batch knows him. He was involved in many ECAs that most people would know him. (Thats how in my time it was called - Extra Ciriculams Activies.. now call CCA - Co-ciriculuam activies.. =_-;;;). The only person I knew of who dare to go to the school principal (Visualise : old chinese english educated principle who drives those old mercs... shivers...) to argue not to take chinese exams and be allowed to take Biology lesson. The only person I knew of who came back crying after the showdown with the principal. And the only person I knew of who ran went off to Cananda before his 16th birthday - which would mean he would have avoided NS.

He was back in town to visit his grandparents, and holiday as well. Couldnt chat much as I didnt want my godpa to be waiting. But he's a nice fren.

Can I stop thinking about the things that happened... after the fight and seperation, I still cannot forget everything that has happened for the last few months. I doubt this will be read by you though...
Sometimes, changes is for the better... giving up doesnt mean because there is no love. Because there is nothing else to be done...
Maybe this is even so for people around me. Those who have given up and stopped communicating with me for one reason or another.

But now... I just want to be happy...

posted by gloomy @ 1:03 AM