no more

troubled.

Its been a good relaxing day. Went out with my boss' friend from Church of Singapore. She's such a sweet lady - though the lunch thingy was to celebrate her birthday (14th Oct) but she insisted to treat me. Hehe so we had lunch buffet @ Marriott Hotel. It was great!

We chatted... I cant disclose what was being said. Lets just say that I'm troubled. Maybe I shouldnt have said so much. Its eating into me now... some how. And knowing less sometimes is good.

Met up with my "godpa" in the evening. Basket - words coming out from him is still irritatingly idotic. Argg. Bugger!

Bought a cheap slipper as I dont have any and my foot still hurts. Cant wear heels for too long. BIG FOOT.

Do I feel jaded? Yes quite obvious I'm human. But not all the time of course.

Having to rest from church/cell didnt seem to be something bad for me... I needed the time to reflect. Even though I get the vibe from some people that I shldnt have .. and the more you are down the more you should come.
I think I know myself better than these people who makes statement but are the same people who hardly even knows me. Probably shouldn't go into this too much or else it will become something negative.

God works in His own intresting ways... with our human minds we are probably inadequet to fathom His ways and mind.

To my dear friend - I hope you'll grow in the Lord, as much as you like her very much. Slow things down a little matey... zhan break is good for you.

posted by gloomy @ 10:36 PM