no more

hard habit to break

I overslept again today and miss lesson. I woke up at 7am, bathe at 8am and went back to sleep at 9am. Wanted to catch a cat nap... end up waking up at 11:30am.

I guess its a hard habit to break.. having to sleep long hours to recover from the busy week...

Feeling fustrated all over again. Vulnerable. So many things to happen, so many emotions to sort out. But no matter what, I will not be back tracking. But for some wierd reasons, I find I have more people that I bue song (not happy,cant see eye to eye) with. Ouch.

The trip to the airport to send off the SE band to aussie with the rest did bring back some memories. Maybe I was too tired to be emo. Maybe I've already past that stage and moving on. And I'm more aware of the leftover emotions in me lately. But no matter what, I'm much more happier being alone now. I'm not ready to share with life with another person just as yet..

Need a holiday. Badly. Spent so much on CDs, food and magazines this month that I'm almost broke. Hahah. Should be enough left to survive through the month.

Mood is bo chap (cant be bothered) now. I really want to spend more time at home.

posted by gloomy @ 3:21 PM