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familiar faces around

I went to Tags @ Third Place today. Actually my friends mentioned about it and asked me along. I didnt check my mail till today and saw Leezibet's email about the event. My first attendance to an event in (abstract???) performance art.

Saw a few people - including Dawn (who opps had no impression of me but nvm... hah). I thought on the whole it was good, plus a good forum to explain about the performance/item?. Maybe I should pop by vineyard one of these days and say hi..besides I can hangout at ACTS .. hah. And... in another news flash... Maybe there are just some ppl I want to avoid... Me has dodge factor now.. haha

Had a good time fellowships with my friends over drinks at Tiong Bahru Plaza after that. Found some interesting cakes - Pooh & Friends! hehehe. so cute. Im such a sucker for cartoony stuff...

Hope - maybe I've forgotten that I still have hope in the Lord regardless of situations. It came up in the verse for the day and bible reading plan in Daily bread. It came up again today while i was casually browsing a women's bible that was on sale ( I was looking for the devotions in the bible - and the devotion on Hope came up first...).
Hope's been on my mind for a while. And should I hope in people again? So far, I still see cliques in the group.

Maybe I so suay suay in the sala (wrong) group - cannot match la. I am constantly fustrated at how people can actually ignore this factor. i dont doubt God's hand and moving in this place. but i doubt the intensions of people. Hence, if I dont go cell, dont go youth svc is translated as sliding away from my faith in the God of Israel? If Im not in cell or youth svc - means I am deprived of the fellowship and only those with the common interest can click and only click during cell and youth svc? Had that kind of vibe from things people say to me one too many times. Just some nagging questions - but my faith is still in God - I never say I didnt. Patience...

I hope I didnt sound angry... hardly was there a time like this where I can say things without anger... wow. *bearyj pats bearyj good job in keeping your anger down, pats holy spirit good job too! without you I cant do it!*

My hope..in God ... I leave this to Him to work things out... but for now, hibernation is in... need to overload myself in work... hahaha. Damm my diet's not working... 1 more week left! *panics*. More slapstick humour please!

posted by gloomy @ 12:55 AM