How...
Sigh.Lots of thoughts on my mind.
Dont advice me the "purpose" thing.
Its just that everything feels so shallow now.
Scarry how I'm at a crossroad again. Wondering how to proceed...
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I'm scared. I dont know if I were to try again to be in the enviroment that I was once familiar in, will things work out?
It seems like the only way to blend in is to become like them.
Or maybe my insecurity is in the way.
Relationships...
If only someone can lend a hand and pull me...
Which I doubt so because people go along the "God helps those who help themselfs" theory.
Then again, help is not what I need from people.
I just need a honest friendship...
Just tired...
Standing on this side of the shore... thats all i see.
How can I ever open up and express that pain in my heart? The inability to express that sense of feeling leftout. And follow the pack seems like the only solution.
I cant.
posted by gloomy @ 2:26 AM
4 Comments:
Yo jean hows it going?
haha first time i've been to your blog
hope u can cheer up ;)
hi jean dear. i'm here if u need to talk k. we can hang soon... :)
hey bear bear i'm back! dont be sad! cheer up ya.. will keep u in prayers! *hugs*
im tired too! school's been taking up too much of my energy and i have nothing left for the Lord! i feel damn bad!! i dunnoe what to do! sigh sigh!
but i know, that our Lord is a ever loving one, that reamins by our side no matter what happens! n i thank HIM for that!!
u take care!!
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