How do you measure a year in life?
Many things has happened in the last few weeks.=======================
R E N T was good. And thanks again for Suelynn for the tickets!!!
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I'm at a loss what else to be blogging about.
If you dont want to be depressed, please dont read the following. If you do care, read on.
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Things hasnt been working out well. I'm moving on to another job in Decemeber.
Strangely, 2005 has been a disappointing year for me.
If last two years was bad, this year was probably worst. Yet. And now that my birthday has way past... I hope 2006 will be better.
And now, all time low of depressive moods like Marvin from Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
In between dreams, idealism, hopes...
And I forgot to dream.
Baggages maybe - things I cant let go...
I wish things were less complicated.
I wish I didnt have to start from the scratch. I wish I was noticed. I wish I had someone in my life to guide and mentor me. I wish there are people who can see the potential in me, and bring out the best in me. I wish I wasnt belittled in every single place I am in or taken for granted. I wish people kept to their words, because not many did.
Just give me a chance to get to know me.
I got so caught up with it, I lost my self again. The desire to get some justice for things that happened in my life. The desire to get what I should have deserved.
... ...
Its all about letting go, and let God.
About letting Him be the centre of one's life. About not getting caught up with the world and its affairs. The painful ordeal in the meaningless toil for glory that is not eternal.
This season's been too gloomy. Gwah, I need to balance out...
posted by gloomy @ 1:16 AM
1 Comments:
:> i know what u mean... bearie. ur not alone, and i think when u begin to see how specially created and moulded u are, and believe in yourself, people will see every bit of that wonderful person u are that God created and that u have to offer. i know u are. :> \_/ on. -edle-
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