2 year later..
and the same pit.why give my heart away when in the end, nothing is left?
guys are just bastards who take and go.
Yes, I'm very jaded now.
I wish I could be on a plane to somewhere else.
End of 2004 I was heart broke, mid 2005 I thought all is not lost. Early 2006 was only when I found out all are but lies and total waste of time.
I waited. And this is all I got.
I'm not pretty by benchmark. I'm not that intelligent with degree and all.
I'm just me. If you don't like it, please don't abuse me by taking my heart away and tear it up.
I wish for justice, but then who can understand my heart now?
Maybe in olden kampungs, I'll have a whole herd of people stoning/bashing him up.
Here, all i get is people telling me to stop what im doing.
I really wish I could get away from the facade for a while...
posted by gloomy @ 1:58 PM
2 Comments:
my dearest jean,
what u have said here really got to me. i am feeling exactly like what u r feeling, and u hv put into words feelings that i can't even seem to find words to put into.
let us go through this together. there's always clear skies after storms. keep this vision and the race won't seem that hard afterall.
if it is of any comfort, it's this: women treasure friendships and relationships more. we're made like this. embrace this ok. we love much and thus we hurt much. but He heals.
kopi soon!
what u have been saying on ur blog encourages me, knowing that someone else shares and understands what i'm going thru too. i have ppl telling me what to do and stuff too, but they dun understand. they dun. and yes, i agree with u on the ungrateful and talk-too-much part too.
James 1:9 says "The brother in humble circumstances ought to take pride in his high position."
Lift ur head up high, my dear, in the midst of all this. God hurts when we hurt too. Tell Him everything. He knows everything.
call me if u need and must. i am totally here for and with you.
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